The Joy Of Growing Up Italian
The following article, The Joy of Growing Up Italian, has been
circulating the Internet for a number of years. We have no idea who wrote it, but we'd like to congratulate
him or her for a well-written and moving tribute.
Here is the article in full:
I was well into adulthood before I realized that I was an American. Of course, I had been born in America and had
lived there all of my life, but somehow it never occurred to me that just being a citizen of the United States
meant I was an American. Americans were people who ate peanut butter and jelly on mushy white bread that came out
of plastic packages. Me?? I was Italian.
For me, as I am sure for most second-generation Italian-American children who grew up in the 40s or 50s, there was
a definite distinction drawn between US and THEM. We were Italians. Everybody else – the Irish, German, Polish,
Jewish – they were the "MED-E-GONES." There were no hard feelings, just – well – we were sure ours was the better
way. For instance, we had a bread man, a coal man, an ice man, a fruit and vegetable man, a watermelon man, and a
fish man; we even had a man who sharpened knives and scissors who came right to our homes, or at least right
outside our homes. They were the many peddlers who plied the Italian neighborhoods. We would wait for their call,
their yell, their individual distinctive sound. We knew them all, they knew us. Americans went to the stores for
most of their foods – what a waste.
Truly, I pitied their loss. They never knew the pleasure of waking up every morning to find a hot, crisp loaf of
Italian bread waiting behind the screen door. And instead of being able to climb on back of the peddler's truck a
couple of times a week just to hitch a ride, most of my "MED-E-GONE" friends had to be satisfied going to the
When it came to food, it always amazed me that my American friends or classmates only ate turkey
on Thanksgiving or Christmas. Or rather, that they only ate turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes and cranberry
sauce. Now we Italians – we also had turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes and cranberry sauce - but only after we
had finished the antipasto, soup, lasagna, meatballs, salad and whatever else Mama thought might be
appropriate for that particular holiday. This turkey was usually accompanied by a roast of some kind (just in
case somebody walked in who didn't like turkey) and was followed by an assortment of fruits, nuts, pastries,
cakes and, of course, homemade cookies. No holiday was complete without some home baking; none of that
store-bought stuff for us. This is where you learned to eat a seven-course meal between noon and 4:00PM, how
to handle hot chestnuts and put peach wedges in red wine. I truly believe Italians live a romance with
Speaking of food – Sunday was truly the big day of the week. That was the day you'd wake up to the smell of garlic
and onions frying in olive oil. As you lay in bed, you could hear the hiss as tomatoes were dropped into the pan.
Sunday we always had gravy (the "MED-E-GONES" called it "sauce") and macaroni (they called it "pasta"). Sunday
would not be Sunday without going to Mass. Of course, you couldn't eat before Mass because you had to fast before
receiving Communion. But, the good part was we knew that when we got home, we'd find hot meatballs frying, and
nothing tastes better than newly-fried meatballs and crisp bread dipped in a pot of gravy.
There was another difference between US and THEM. We had gardens, not just flower gardens, but
huge gardens where we grew tomatoes, tomatoes, and more tomatoes. We ate them, cooked them, jarred them. Of
course, we also grew peppers, basil, lettuce and squash. Everybody had a grapevine and a fig tree, and in the
fall everyone made homemade wine, lots of it. Of course, those gardens thrived so because we also had
something else it seemed our American friends didn't seem to have. We had a grandfather.
It's not that they didn't have grandfathers; it's just that they didn't live in the same house, or on the same
block. They visited their grandfathers. We ate with ours, and God forbid we didn't see him at least once a day. I
can still remember my grandfather telling me how he came to America as a young man "on the boat". How the family
lived in a rented tenement and took in boarders in order to make ends meet, how he decided he didn't want his
children, five sons and two daughters, to grow up in that environment. All of this, of course, in his own version
of Italian/English, which I soon learned to understand quite well.
So, when he saved enough, and I could never figure out how, he bought a house. That house served as the family
headquarters for the next 40 years. I remember how he hated to leave, would rather sit on the back porch and watch
his garden grow, and when he did leave for some special occasion, had to return as quickly as possible. After all,
"Nobody's watching the house." I also remember the holiday when all the relatives would gather at my grandfather's
house and there'd be tables full of food and homemade wine and music. Women in the kitchen, men in the living room,
and kids, kids everywhere. I must have half a million cousins, first and second, and some who aren't even related,
but what did that matter? And my grandfather, his pipe in his mouth and his fine moustache trimmed, would sit in
the middle of it all surveying his domain, proud of his family and how well his children had done. One was a cop,
one a fireman, one had his trade, and of course there was always the rogue. And the girls, they had all married
well and had fine husbands and healthy children and everyone knew respect.
He had achieved his goal in coming to America and to Rhode Island and knew his children and their children were
achieving the same goals that were available to them in this great country because they were Americans. When my
grandfather died years ago at the age of 76, things began to change... Slowly at first. Then uncles and aunts
eventually began to cut down on their visits. Family gatherings were fewer and something seemed to be missing,
although when we did get together, usually at my mother's house now, I always had the feeling he was there somehow.
It was understandable, of course; everyone now had families of their own and grandchildren of their own. Today they
visit once or twice a year. Today, we meet at weddings and wakes.
Lots of other things have changed, too. The old house my grandfather bought is now covered with aluminum siding,
although my uncle still lives there, and of course my grandfather's garden is gone. The last of the homemade wine
has long since been drunk and nobody covers the fig trees in the fall anymore. For a while we would make the rounds
on the holidays visiting family. Now we occasionally visit the cemetery. A lot of them are there, grandparents,
uncles, aunts, even my own father.
The holidays have changed, too. The great quantity of food we once consumed without any ill effects is no good for
us anymore. Too much starch, too much cholesterol, too many calories. And nobody bothers to bake anymore – too busy
– and it's easier to buy it now and too much is no good for you. We meet at my house now, at least my family does,
but it's not the same.
The difference between US and THEM is not so easily defined anymore, and I guess that's good. My grandparents were
Italian Italians. My parents were Italian Americans. I'm an American Italian, and my children are American
Americans. Oh, I'm an American all right and proud of it. Just as my grandfather would want me to be. We are all
Americans now – the Irish, Germans, Poles, and Jews. U.S. citizens all – but somehow I still feel a little bit
Italian. Call it culture, call it tradition, call it roots. I'm not really sure what it is. All I do know is that
my children have been cheated out of a wonderful piece of their heritage.
They never knew my grandfather.
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